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Beloved Lenten Reflection from Cindy Jones: Goodbye

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THE BEATITUDES

“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called children of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

-Matthew 5


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“Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

Philippians 4:6-7

The verse above is one I keep in a file on my computer and when I get anxious I will go and read it for comfort. Today is one of those days when I told myself to stop, take a minute and give God praise. You might wonder why on earth in the midst of chaos, phones ringing and clients waiting, I would stop and give thanks to God.  God is the one who gives me the strength to endure the hectic pace. He is the one who gives me the wisdom to know I need to lean on him and He is the one who shoulders I stand on when I can’t stand alone. When I give myself the gift of solitude and prayer with God, it replenishes my spirit which the world has depleted.

-Cindy Jones

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As I walk outside this morning the birds are singing even though the sky is grey.   I get to work and my coworkers are laughing; don’t they realize the pain around them? The world keeps moving and lives are lived but those who are hurting feel like their hearts have stopped beating. Will the sun shine again? Will the clouds disperse and a rainbow appear?  Will I ever stand on top of the mountain instead of in the valley? Will God’s grace prevail?

As the words in the song Drift Away say,

“Day after day I’m more confused

yet I look for the light through the pouring rain.”

We can’t ever stop looking for the light in the storm, for it is the beacon which will guide us home. The sun is always shining even when the sky is filled with clouds. It is in the hard times when we have to reach out and grab God’s grace for it is always there just like the sun.

May God’s grace shine through you and light the path for others who are in the dark.

-Cindy Jones

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I am afraid to live and I am afraid to die: I am afraid to get mad and I am afraid to cry: Fear is squeezing the life out of me. It prohibits me from chasing my dreams and broadening my horizons. I am scared of the unknown. His skin is not like mine so how could he understand me. She is in a wheelchair so how can she know how I feel? The family is in a country where they do not speak our language so how can they understand my words? What if I make a mistake and offend someone? I am afraid, I am afraid of God, for any day he could quit loving me. Is He real anyway?

 

Fear is the vine that grows wild and wraps around anything in its path. No matter how big or small, your fright is like a vine left unattended it gets out of control.  It is our fear that causes prejudice, anger and inflated egos. Fear can be overcome by God’s word. His word is like the sun shining down on flowers, when taken in it will help you grow. It can be the root of your existence, when you meditate on his daily word the fear dissipates and the love begins to blossom. A heart filled with love does not have room for fear. When your eyes are set on God, your heart is one with His and your spirit is at peace, you can do all things through Christ even love someone who is different than you.


-Cindy Jones

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Jeremiah 20: 9-11 9

But if I say, “I will not mention his word or speak anymore in his name,” his word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones.I am weary of holding it in;   indeed, I cannot. I hear many whispering,  “Terror on every side!  Denounce him! Let’s denounce him!” All my friends are waiting for me to slip, saying, “Perhaps he will be deceived; then we will prevail over him and take our revenge on him.” But the LORD is with me like a mighty warrior;  so my persecutors will stumble and not prevail.

In reading this passage from Jeremiah I could really relate to him. Luckily I have never been denounced because of my faith and I haven’t ever denounced anyone else because of their religious beliefs.  I relate to Jeremiah because of the overwhelming love he had in his heart. Even though he tried not to speak of Christ the spirit wouldn’t let him. The Holy Spirit is an amazing feeling within. There is no greater high on earth than when your heart is filled with love and joy. This love and joy is not there because you just had a new baby or met the man of your dreams. This love and joy is there just because. It is there because Christ gave his life for us, it’s there because we wanted a relationship with him and it’s there because of God’s grace; he wanted a relationship with us. There is a song that Chris Tomlin co-wrote called Our God is Greater and in this song he sings that if God is for us who could ever stop us and if God is with us who can stand against us. I carry this song with me daily because I believe it and it gives me comfort when I need it. As I close I want you to know my life is not always easy and at times it can be downright hard, but I know God is with me and he will not forsake me. I hope this Easter you can fill your heart with love and joy. Just remember for your heart to be filled it has to be opened.

-Cindy Jones

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1   My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from helping me, from the words of my groaning?
2   O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer;
and by night, but find no rest.

 3   Yet you are holy,
enthroned on the praises of Israel.
4   In you our ancestors trusted;
they trusted, and you delivered them.                                 Psalm 22

He turned water in to wine, he opened the eyes of the blind and he made the lame get up and walk, so why can’t he answer my one little prayer? Have you ever cried out “Oh God” if you would only do this one tiny thing for me, I promise never to do        –again?  Have you ever bargained with GOD? Not only have I bargained with him but I have begged, pleaded and threatened never to pray again if he did not respond to my prayers. If we are honest with ourselves I imagine most Christians have tried to persuade God to see their point of view.  I know I have and the funny thing is that after the fit-throwing and foot-stomping, I settle down and soon forget all about it until one day a light will come on and I will say “Oh my God,” my prayer was answered and I am just realizing it. This happened to me after I went blind at the age of nineteen. At the time I was devastated and thought my life was over. I gave up my dreams of being married and having a family. I had no idea what the future would hold for me. I remember praying for God to just give me peace in my life. It was about three years later and I was sitting at a Sunday school party with my husband and I was surrounded by friends who were laughing and talking and I had an epiphany; my prayer was answered, I have my peace.

I am a big believer in prayer, I pray all the time. Most of the time I pray for God to give me patience to wait on my prayers to be answered. I can’t say all of my prayers have been answered to my satisfaction but I can say He answers them all. Sometimes I feel so selfish because I am constantly praying for myself and something I want to happen. I am learning how to pray for others and it has amazed me how much joy it brings me.

I thought after losing my eye sight I had done my penance and I was home free but that was not to be. Twenty years ago I learned that the disease that took my sight was affecting my hearing. The doctors could not tell me how much hearing I would lose. After this diagnosis I was ready to give up and if it wasn’t for my children at the time I might have. I was very angry at God but I still prayed. I couldn’t tell him how mad I was if I didn’t talk to him.  You better believe I bargained with God. I cried out to him, I screamed at him and eventually I gave in to him. I had to accept what was happening and go on with my life. Even though God and I knew what was happening, I did not want anyone else to know. I was too ashamed to share this secret. It took me years to be able to confide in my friends. I lost a relationship because I was not willing to share the shameful secret. This is the first time I have written publicly about my hearing loss. I guess you can say it is another answered prayer because I am at peace with it now. The chains that bound my shame are gone and that is only by God’s grace.

-Cindy

 

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Romans 5:12-21: Therefore, just as sin came into the world through one man, and death came through sin, and so death spread to all because all have sinned – 13sin was indeed in the world before the law, but sin is not reckoned when there is no law. 14Yet death exercised dominion from Adam to Moses, even over those whose sins were not like the transgression of Adam, who is a type of the one who was to come.15But the free gift is not like the trespass. For if the many died through the one man’ trespass, much more surely have the grace of God and the free gift in the grace of the one man, Jesus Christ, abounded for the many. 16And the free gift is not like the effect of the one man’s sin. For the judgment following one trespass brought condemnation, but the free gift following many trespasses brings justification. 17If, because of the one man’s trespass, death exercised dominion through that one, much more surely will those who receive the abundance of grace and the free gift of righteousness exercise dominion in life through the one man, Jesus Christ.18  Therefore just as one man’s trespass led to condemnation for all, so one man’s act of righteousness leads to justification and life for all. 19For just as by the one man’s disobedience the many were made sinners, so by the one man’s obedience the many will be made righteous. 20But law came in, with the result that the trespass multiplied; but where sin increased, grace abounded all the more, 21so that, just as sin exercised dominion in death, so grace might also exercise dominion through justification leading to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

 

Have you ever thought of a life without God? I can’t imagine a world without God in it. I understand there are non-believers amongst us and for them I pray they will experience God’s love. Knowing God’s love gives me the courage and strength I need each day to face life. For me a world without God would be a world of darkness. It would be a world where birds did not sing, the stars would not shine and rainbows would be colorless but   the greatest travesty of all would be there would be no love.  It is God’s love that comforts me when I hurt, it is his spirit that walks beside me during a storm and it is his gift of grace that I thank God for every day. What kind of world could it be if everyone had God as the center of their world?

-Cindy Jones

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Morning Psalm 271   

The LORD is my light and my salvation;
whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life;
of whom shall I be afraid?

How many times have you heard someone say with conviction I am a God fearing man? I love the Lord with all my heart. I try to do what is right but I am far from a saint. There are questions about The Bible I have struggled with through the years and loving a God I am suppose to fear has always been foreign to me. For me I can’t associate   fear with My loving, merciful God.

This is an issue I have prayed about over the course of time. At the beginning of the New Year I made a resolution to read my Bible every day. Though I must admit I have missed some days but this is a resolution I intend to keep. In my reading I found a verse in Proverbs, 8:13 that helped me reconcile my rebellion about a fearing God. Proverbs states to fear the Lord is to hate evil.  Although I can’t say if I really hate anything, I do know I don’t like the evil in the world. I wish everyone in the world could know the peace, happiness and contentment you feel when you and God walk as one. I know as I continue my daily readings more verses will touch my heart and I will gain a priceless gift in God’s wisdom.                     

Cindy Jones

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Mark 2:1-12:  When he returned to Capernaum after some days, it was reported that he was at home. So many gathered around that there was no longer room for them, not even in front of the door; and he was speaking the word to them. Then some people came, bringing to him a paralyzed man, carried by four of them. And when they could not bring him to Jesus because of the crowd, they removed the roof above him; and after having dug through it, they let down the mat on which the paralytic lay. When Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralytic, “Son, your sins are forgiven.” Now some of the scribes were sitting there, questioning in their hearts, “Why does this fellow speak in this way? It is blasphemy! Who can forgive sins but God alone?” At once Jesus perceived in his spirit that they were discussing these questions among themselves; and he said to them, “Why do you raise such questions in your hearts? Which is easier, to say to the paralytic, ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or to say, ‘Stand up and take your mat and walk’? But so that you may know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins” – he said to the paralytic – “I say to you, stand up, take your mat and go to your home.” And he stood up, and immediately took the mat and went out before all of them.”

In reading the above scripture I started thinking what would happen today if Jesus came back to earth as a man. What role would I play? Would I be a betrayer like Judas, a doubting Thomas or a self proclaimed Paul? Would I be amongst the modern day scribes or would I be one of Jesus’ followers? Would I have the courage to seek Jesus out so he would put his healing hands upon me?  Would I have the faith to open my eyes and see?

Of course I will probably never know the answer to these questions but I can  surmise what I would do. As I read Dick Sales’ writing the other day I realized then that I play different roles depending on life situations.  There are times when I am at the top of Know It All Mountain.  When I am high on that mountain, life is exhilarating, each moment of the day is exciting and I have a vast amount of energy.  I feel God’s presence in every thing I do — and then comes the fall — into the depths of humility.  In the depths of humility, I am asking God, “where did you go?” although it is not God who has left, it is me who has forgotten to ask God to come along.

In closing I want to say I can only hope that if Jesus came to my door, he would be welcome and when he left, he would say that mine was a home filled with love. 

-Cindy Jones

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